| Exposing frenzy of self hatred sickened by, pure disgust
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| My raging inner haunting me, torment
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| The voices speaking clearly, chanting, telling me to end this life
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| Disfigure this abomination
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| Deform this shell of abstract, repulsive living
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| Inspect the tool of choice
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| For mayhem eyeing up and down
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| The razor blade…
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| Lift my hand to use the blade to spoil this face, vandalize
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| Rip and cut and mutilate, I will damage, leave no trace
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| Of this hideous appearance
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| Feel the razor, the cold steel on my skin, close my eyes, start to smile
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| It’ll soon be gone
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| Staggering the hate’s evolving, transform into scorn, despise
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| Feel it coming now, all the bottled up hate, this will soon be done,
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| release my hate
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| Let the razor taste my body, go deep
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| Blade descending through the tissue, scratch bone, blood is pouring out
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| Pierce my skin, hacking stabbing, slice my face up, furious rampage
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| Slice my tongue, cut my lips off, indulging in self-mutilation
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| Feeling dizzy now, from the massive bloodloss, this will soon be done,
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| my hate released
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| Razor has tasted my skin, gone deep, blade now has descent, scratched bone,
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| blood has been poured out
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| On my chin the bone is totally exposed now, colored red
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| Time to separate the nose, now the blood is pissing out
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| The blade is separating tissue from my face, on my command
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| My appearance
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| Finally complete |