I got a choker round my neck
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Spun from the hairs upon your head
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I'm letting go of every breath
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But it won't kill me, no
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Sent some bullets down my gut
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Chased them with a double cup of mud
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And when it's dry, you fill it up
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But it won't kill me, no
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I've been losing my mind
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And pics of you I can't find
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But they’re somewhere under my unmade bed backed up on a busted hard drive
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Searched your name up online
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Til my phone burned holes in my eyes
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Built a firewall from the lies installed that you’re still mine
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I'll open my chest so you know
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I never wanted to let my heart go
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But we've been hiding from God
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Getting high in his garden his, so
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Even if it hurts enough to die
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If you knew what's best, you would've left, too
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I'm not good enough
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I'm stupid ex from Houston, Texas
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we are not
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Words fall off my tongue
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But my mouth stays closed
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So I hide my love
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Where no one knows
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Words fall off my tongue
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But my mouth stays closed
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And I'll stitch it shut
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So no one knows
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you hiding inside me
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I'm trapped inside you
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I can't get out
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from yesterday's memory
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as much as it hurts
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just as anxious
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only as much as you want to see
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I want to see you for a moment
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No matter how many times I wash my head
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It's a mess, how long are you going to keep messing around like this?
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I can't forget you, you're there
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Even if you curse at me, you have nothing to say, just the way you are babe
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Words fall off my tongue
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But my mouth stays closed
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So I hide my love
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Where no one knows
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Words fall off my tongue
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But my mouth stays closed
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And I'll stitch it shut
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So no one knows |