Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song How Come , by - Vin Jay. Release date: 23.09.2021
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
How Come |
| How come I could never escape |
| And how come I still feel so afraid |
| And how come I denied my faith |
| And drown out the darkness |
| These thoughts that consume my head |
| Lately I can never seem to escape |
| I’ve been a victim of my thoughts and every single mistake |
| Feel like clarity is a drug and I just need me a taste |
| So I can find a right path, please show me the way |
| Cause I’ve been searchin' way below the surface |
| Feel like I’ve been turned into a whole different person |
| Treating all the ones I love like they’re a burden |
| So when they all pass I know that I’ll feel worthless |
| I’m trying to live a better life |
| And I’ve been working for it every night |
| I tell my self «don't get distracted 'til your bread is right» |
| I’m never spending time with family 'cause they barely understand me |
| If they look into my mind they’ll see what hell is like |
| I’m drowning, liquor that I’m doused in |
| Never helped shit but it’s quicker then some counseling |
| Always by myself, still I feel like I’m surrounded |
| Say my family’s proud but I truly fucking doubt it |
| Like what could they say «Way to go Vin, way to leave us back here, |
| Way to be a completely different person then last year, |
| Only hit us up when you got a reason to brag, |
| Yeah push us out of the way just to guarantee that your path clear» |
| How come I could never escape |
| And how come I still feel so afraid |
| And how come I denied my faith |
| And drown out the darkness |
| These thoughts that consume my head |
| Hey Vin, it’s us again, it’s your family |
| We know your probably working on music or something fancy |
| You made it real clear that we are less important that Grammy’s |
| And we are really glad to see that your life without us is happy |
| You bough a house with some rap money, congrats, bro |
| It really helps with the fact that you are leaving dad broke |
| He’s almost 60 so way to ruin he’s last hope |
| He can’t retire, we are glad that you’re swimming in cash tho |
| And don’t forget that you left your nephew and niece |
| From the moment they were born and like barely able to breathe |
| Hope you’re not too traumatized and it’s not affecting your sleep |
| Well we know it’s not, 'cause when we call you don’t wanna speak |
| Man, you really got to wonder if you truly feel empathy |
| So focused on your future that you threat us like a memory |
| Call us all your family but is more like we’re your enemies |
| And everybody praise you for the person you pretend to be |
| Celebrity boy, you’re so famous |
| Find yourself worth in the money, that’s dangerous |
| That’s why you either get paid or get wasted, |
| You’re runnin' from the truth, no wonder your so anxious |
| You’re not looking well, I mean we are only looking out for your health |
| But you are a selfish motherfucker lookin' out for yourself |
| Trade the love and your family for a mountain of wealth |
| Then write a fucking song about us, so your album could sell |
| Man, what a sick joke, turning on your kinfolk |
| Think we liked you better all those days that you sniffed coke |
| Get it in the open even though you wanted tip-toe |
| As it probably turned you into a motherfuckin' schizo |
| Accept your faith, say you love us but that shit so fake |
| You becomin' everything you hate, you barely show your face |
| And by the time you recognize what truly matters |
| Motherfucker, it’s gonna be too late |
| How come I could never escape |
| And how come I still feel so afraid |
| And how come I denied my faith |
| And drown out the darkness |
| These thoughts that consume my head |