Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song How Come, artist - Vin Jay.
Date of issue: 23.09.2021
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
How Come |
How come I could never escape |
And how come I still feel so afraid |
And how come I denied my faith |
And drown out the darkness |
These thoughts that consume my head |
Lately I can never seem to escape |
I’ve been a victim of my thoughts and every single mistake |
Feel like clarity is a drug and I just need me a taste |
So I can find a right path, please show me the way |
Cause I’ve been searchin' way below the surface |
Feel like I’ve been turned into a whole different person |
Treating all the ones I love like they’re a burden |
So when they all pass I know that I’ll feel worthless |
I’m trying to live a better life |
And I’ve been working for it every night |
I tell my self «don't get distracted 'til your bread is right» |
I’m never spending time with family 'cause they barely understand me |
If they look into my mind they’ll see what hell is like |
I’m drowning, liquor that I’m doused in |
Never helped shit but it’s quicker then some counseling |
Always by myself, still I feel like I’m surrounded |
Say my family’s proud but I truly fucking doubt it |
Like what could they say «Way to go Vin, way to leave us back here, |
Way to be a completely different person then last year, |
Only hit us up when you got a reason to brag, |
Yeah push us out of the way just to guarantee that your path clear» |
How come I could never escape |
And how come I still feel so afraid |
And how come I denied my faith |
And drown out the darkness |
These thoughts that consume my head |
Hey Vin, it’s us again, it’s your family |
We know your probably working on music or something fancy |
You made it real clear that we are less important that Grammy’s |
And we are really glad to see that your life without us is happy |
You bough a house with some rap money, congrats, bro |
It really helps with the fact that you are leaving dad broke |
He’s almost 60 so way to ruin he’s last hope |
He can’t retire, we are glad that you’re swimming in cash tho |
And don’t forget that you left your nephew and niece |
From the moment they were born and like barely able to breathe |
Hope you’re not too traumatized and it’s not affecting your sleep |
Well we know it’s not, 'cause when we call you don’t wanna speak |
Man, you really got to wonder if you truly feel empathy |
So focused on your future that you threat us like a memory |
Call us all your family but is more like we’re your enemies |
And everybody praise you for the person you pretend to be |
Celebrity boy, you’re so famous |
Find yourself worth in the money, that’s dangerous |
That’s why you either get paid or get wasted, |
You’re runnin' from the truth, no wonder your so anxious |
You’re not looking well, I mean we are only looking out for your health |
But you are a selfish motherfucker lookin' out for yourself |
Trade the love and your family for a mountain of wealth |
Then write a fucking song about us, so your album could sell |
Man, what a sick joke, turning on your kinfolk |
Think we liked you better all those days that you sniffed coke |
Get it in the open even though you wanted tip-toe |
As it probably turned you into a motherfuckin' schizo |
Accept your faith, say you love us but that shit so fake |
You becomin' everything you hate, you barely show your face |
And by the time you recognize what truly matters |
Motherfucker, it’s gonna be too late |
How come I could never escape |
And how come I still feel so afraid |
And how come I denied my faith |
And drown out the darkness |
These thoughts that consume my head |