
Date of issue: 26.10.2014
Record label: Metal Blade Records
Song language: English
Disgrace |
Rising of a solemn ceremonial dawn |
Fainting of a darkened yet resplendent sky |
Gazing down at the shadows of those I left behind |
Listening to the hollow overtaking stillness |
So convinced of things to come on this day |
I awaited the sunrise |
I kissed all that I cared of I paid off all I owed to anyone |
I closed all doors carefully, closed the undone |
I wanted to collect all these moments of joy |
And I have them all stand all around me now |
I’m ready, the time is ripe |
The things undone no more standing in the way of my resolution |
My final composure |
I’m done trying to live |
I walked up the road to that I planned to this tallest bridge across forever |
You saw me passing by and never said a word |
I climbed to the top and stood right on the edge |
The sun was rising, the air was thin, and you could hear the water glides |
The mind so clear for this everlasting moment of clarity |
The feeling so pure and free of morals as I spread my arms wide |
And then I felt this cold shivers creeping flesh |
I turned around convulsively holding to the ground |
So scared, so terrified, I didn’t make a sound |
And I stayed there kneeling down, despairing and facing the dirt |
Calming down this trembling flesh and bones of this wretched self |
I would never thought there could be anything more pathetic than this |
Why can’t we neither live nor die? |
Why are we so weak… |
Going back, my head’s down |
Uttermost disgrace, and a life to face |
I’m sure you were there, why didn’t you push me down? |
Why didn’t you push me down? |
I have nothing to offer to anyone |
But my own confusion, my will is done |
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Rage of Reason | 2013 |
Hell is for Children | 2013 |
The Dawnfall (Hamartia and Hybris) | 2013 |
God the Lux | 2013 |
Rest in Pain | 2013 |
Narrenschyff | 2013 |
Phosphorror | 2013 |
Posthuman Kind | 2013 |
marduke's mazemerising | 2004 |
Fireclipse | 2013 |
Synchroscheme | 2013 |
The Mystory | 2013 |
Legions Are Me | 2013 |
daemoonion act II | 2004 |
mystherion. Crystaleyes | 2004 |
Aesthesis | 2013 |
Prince of the East ft. Behemoth, Vesania | 2012 |
Infinity Horizon | 2013 |
Of Bitterness and Clarity | 2013 |
Silence makes Noise (Eternity - The Mood) | 2013 |