
Date of issue: 23.08.2015
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: High Focus
Song language: English
Forgiveness |
Yeah |
Uh |
Yeah |
Uh |
Particles and dust of old worlds sit along me |
Surrounded by all of one’s was and what got me |
Spitting out the poison in my mouth, I watched it twist around |
And hit the ground, I’m tryna to figure out if I fit the crown |
The deep depression, keeping it in check |
Shaking out the stress, anger, hatred, and the disrespect |
What’s the price I pay for worrying my life away |
Time and time again, thoughts emerge like a tidal wave |
Kind of strange, self destruction on my mind again |
I remain searching in the clouds for the higher planes |
Forgive me please, I don’t mean to sound ungrateful |
There’s a lot of love from friends and I appreciate you |
I’ve been very lucky, but I also ram myself into the ground |
Moving ‘round without resting and losing out |
I feel stupid now, I hold my hands open |
A man broken, but far from hopeless |
I hold my hands out, please forgive me |
I feel like a strange energy is with me |
In a way, this is absurd to feel |
You can call it self-righteousness versus guilt |
I hold my hands out, please forgive me |
I feel like a strange energy is with me |
In a way, this is absurd to feel |
Looking for the right path and I’m searching still |
between wanting to be Harvey Dent and Clark Kent |
I swear I keep a self-destruct button at arm’s length |
It’s like I’m dealing with a thirst that I can’t quench |
I’m playing snakes and ladders with a cat and a sharp fence |
I’m looking at the situation that I’m in |
With countless little pricks praying that I pack it in |
Never will I sack it off and give ‘em all the satisfaction |
Everyday’s a battle with myself that I have to win |
Handling the pressure, dealing with the nonsense |
Feeling like Stan living with a guilty conscience |
We all find it hard to admit when we done wrong |
For instance, with business tryna figure out where money’s gone |
And a wise man forgives but he don’t forget |
‘Cause otherwise he’ll be living with a load of regrets |
Yo we should all try swallowing our pride |
Now telling ourselves tomorrow’s gonna be fine |
Still searching, tryna find forgiveness |
Even though I know I’m never wrong in my business |
Righteous, yet I’m a walking contradiction |
Talking to the devil then my head with the prediction |
If I never felt pain, I’ll think that everything was fiction |
Nothing here’s real, everyone’s a famed fake |
Where you get stabbed in the back with a painstake |
Just for name sake, these situations give me brain ache |
I play the game with a plain face |
And enough tricks up my sleeve to save grace, remember |
A good friend’s worth two in the end |
You only repent to relapse and do it again |
Make a mistake and learn, or face your fate and burn |
Wait to take your turn, or chase and bait the worm |
It’s debatable, I hold my hands out with a papal bull |
The guilt’s inescapable, don’t get caught in it |
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