| Yeah
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| Uh
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| Yeah
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| Uh
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| Particles and dust of old worlds sit along me
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| Surrounded by all of one’s was and what got me
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| Spitting out the poison in my mouth, I watched it twist around
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| And hit the ground, I’m tryna to figure out if I fit the crown
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| The deep depression, keeping it in check
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| Shaking out the stress, anger, hatred, and the disrespect
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| What’s the price I pay for worrying my life away
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| Time and time again, thoughts emerge like a tidal wave
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| Kind of strange, self destruction on my mind again
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| I remain searching in the clouds for the higher planes
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| Forgive me please, I don’t mean to sound ungrateful
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| There’s a lot of love from friends and I appreciate you
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| I’ve been very lucky, but I also ram myself into the ground
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| Moving ‘round without resting and losing out
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| I feel stupid now, I hold my hands open
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| A man broken, but far from hopeless
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| I hold my hands out, please forgive me
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| I feel like a strange energy is with me
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| In a way, this is absurd to feel
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| You can call it self-righteousness versus guilt
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| I hold my hands out, please forgive me
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| I feel like a strange energy is with me
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| In a way, this is absurd to feel
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| Looking for the right path and I’m searching still
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| between wanting to be Harvey Dent and Clark Kent
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| I swear I keep a self-destruct button at arm’s length
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| It’s like I’m dealing with a thirst that I can’t quench
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| I’m playing snakes and ladders with a cat and a sharp fence
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| I’m looking at the situation that I’m in
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| With countless little pricks praying that I pack it in
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| Never will I sack it off and give ‘em all the satisfaction
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| Everyday’s a battle with myself that I have to win
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| Handling the pressure, dealing with the nonsense
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| Feeling like Stan living with a guilty conscience
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| We all find it hard to admit when we done wrong
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| For instance, with business tryna figure out where money’s gone
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| And a wise man forgives but he don’t forget
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| ‘Cause otherwise he’ll be living with a load of regrets
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| Yo we should all try swallowing our pride
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| Now telling ourselves tomorrow’s gonna be fine
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| Still searching, tryna find forgiveness
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| Even though I know I’m never wrong in my business
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| Righteous, yet I’m a walking contradiction
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| Talking to the devil then my head with the prediction
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| If I never felt pain, I’ll think that everything was fiction
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| Nothing here’s real, everyone’s a famed fake
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| Where you get stabbed in the back with a painstake
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| Just for name sake, these situations give me brain ache
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| I play the game with a plain face
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| And enough tricks up my sleeve to save grace, remember
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| A good friend’s worth two in the end
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| You only repent to relapse and do it again
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| Make a mistake and learn, or face your fate and burn
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| Wait to take your turn, or chase and bait the worm
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| It’s debatable, I hold my hands out with a papal bull
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| The guilt’s inescapable, don’t get caught in it |