| Your star sign and your calendar
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| Show exactly that you’re on top
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| But you’re not
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| The quieter your days are
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| The more you know that this is not how it should be
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| And forty million different stories
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| Each of those could curse a lie
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| Tradin' stickers at the front porch
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| Could have been your first resistance
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| It happened while you spent your days at home
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| And still you force yourself to go to places
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| That you think you belong, but you’re wrong
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| The pressure and the preferences, it’s been a while
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| Since you read those parts in those books
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| Where everyone tried to exhaust it
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| As if these efforts made a difference
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| The awful thought of not returning
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| Escorted summer holidays
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| It happened while you were away
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| And your bed was so perfectly made
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| On the terrace they send you to see
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| All the guys that would party with me
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| In this fortress that they call a house
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| And its doorsteps were tumbling down
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| And its back door that always was shut
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| Protect white paint from down to the top
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| So what happened to you and your friends
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| With the cigarette stains on their hands
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| And the pale girl we met at the bar
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| That I always adored from afar |