Lyrics Wonder - Upset

Wonder

Do you hear me like I wanted you to when we were flirting?
1999 in New Jersey
Two suburban kids scared to death of everything
1999, the year my grandma died
Disappear in magazines and your hard drive
Friday evenings we’d watch Lizzie
We’d pray at night before we slept while Mike got busy
We’d test the limits of our bodies
With your brother and all his dangerous hobbies
We were truly free, in love with everything
I remember taking in Bleed American
On your bedroom floor while we waited for our lives to begin
One cent CDs from shitty catalogs
Jill (?) was kissing girls before it got cool
To the faithfully departed
Sparkle and fade in pieces of you
I didn’t grow away from you all
Outcasts were my sun
You, you just wanted to blend in with everyone
Now, I get it
Now, I wonder about that summer
When you two left and I went straight and I went under
Now, I wonder about that summer
When you two left and I went straight and I went under