
Date of issue: 19.08.2013
Record label: Solid State
Song language: English
Act of Depression |
I tried to cry out from the inside, but I guess my soul did not pour itself out |
enough |
Blood on the walls, flaming black, blood on the walls |
I saw you staring through the cracks |
No one was to know what was happening in me I felt no love |
I felt no reason to carry on with my life |
Everything was wrong, nothing was right, at least that is what I thought |
Kids finding laughter at my expense |
They were killing me on the inside they couldn’t give up their pride |
My heart was bleeding from so much grieving |
On the outside I looked fine, you couldn’t tell but on the inside was eternal |
hell |
I got caught up in the moment of depression |
And before I knew it my bodywas lying on the ground |
With a gun in my hand my hourglass was out of sand |
Thanks to all the people who drove me to death |
Without you I could of never ended my breath |
Through your anger and hate, I was able to choose my fate |
There was a way out, but I chose the easy route |
Blast of a gun, breath runs out, final thoughts put to extinction |
No more love, no more pain, for you have chosen suicide as the way out… |
help them |
Ice cold fingers, body lays on the floor |
Pool of blood you see, you scream out in terror |
Her body is now a part of mutilation, her soul the victim of strangulation |
I will not accept this evil anymore |
I never thought of who I hurt or I never tried to look for the good |
I’m sorry for whoever I hurt, it’s not easy to look back on my life |
And know I did not know Christ |
For now I live in a real hell |
I wish I had another chance… then I would live my life with love |
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