| I had a long night
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| Sometimes I don’t know
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| Why the fuck I’m breathing
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| I wanna pack up everything
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| Sometimes I feel like leaving
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| I wake up every single day
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| As I repeat my life
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| I stare inside the mirror
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| Feel it eating deep inside
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| I do not see myself
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| I see someone else
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| You know it’s sad
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| When you do not recognize yourself
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| I said I want I want the wealth
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| But I can feel my health
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| Slowly spiral down
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| As I start to lose myself
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| I drink another bottle
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| Every single night
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| I’m hoping that it takes away
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| The pain deep inside
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| I don’t care for suicide
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| Because life is
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| Beautiful sometimes
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| I wanna see it
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| Then you see me lose my mind
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| And it’s sad
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| Cause life isn’t how it used to be
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| I don’t really care for friends
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| I’ll Tell you Truthfully
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| I got homie
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| That I haven’t seen in a few years
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| Because he’s doing time
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| Man I’m wishing you were here
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| It’s like
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| My entire circle
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| Slowly breaking up
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| I don’t know if it’s part of life
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| If it’s fake or what
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| But
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| I have shed so many tears
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| That nobody’s seen
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| Man I’m wishing you were here
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| & it’s lonely
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| When you are
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| Traveling your own road
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| Walking by yourself
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| And you don’t know where to go
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| Got no one to talk to
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| Staring at these walls
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| You gotta hold your head up
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| And try to never let it fall
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| I’ll knock these pictures off the damn wall
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| So sixk of giving a fuck
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| So after-all
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| With Everything that I’ve been going though
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| I just fall
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| So you can leave me by myself
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| I don’t care after-all
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| I’m feeling so much pain
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| Building up inside my heart
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| I’m feeling lost
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| And I don’t even know where I should start
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| Maybe I should give up
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| Maybe I should just give in
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| With everyday that’s passing me
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| My patience’s getting thin |