Lyrics Rabbit Hole - Trak

Rabbit Hole

You know I been sliding, sliding
Sliding down the rabbit hole, the rabbit hole
I’m out here (I'm out here), losing my conscience
Crashing down, to these large amounts — of all of this nonsense
Breaking down every thought I’ve owned — to my last promise
They say I’m going bonkers, spiraling down of the rocker
Mirror can’t tell me nothing, reflection is vaguely something
Crossed path, once upon a time, in a past that I used to f** with
I can barely see, looking at myself like we distant cousins
Reaching new heights of despair, so unfamiliar I almost love it
F*** it, I barely function, bunch of bad times causing suction
It’s just mildly buzzing;
my mind is self-destructive
Bad habits causing problems, can’t break them off
Yeah I’m lost, like a rabbit in a maze with no f***ing instructions
So I try harder, but why bother, I go farther than most
But it’s the same drama, causing more harm, like more problems than hope
But I keep pushing (keep pushing), I keep trying, I keep going
Cause I ain’t done, till all this (yeah) turn into something dope
Sliding, sliding
Sliding down the rabbit hole, the rabbit hole
You know I been sliding, sliding
Sliding down the rabbit hole, the rabbit hole
I went from some money to no money
Cracking jokes to it ain’t funny
More friends to smaller circles
Bad decisions, no higher purpose
But yeah, it’s okay (okay) cause I would it do it all again (okay)
That’s a small price that I’d pay (okay)
To lift the curtain, find my way
Still living my life, spending the time
Looking for signs, is it worth it (is it worth it, is it worth it)
Still living my life, spending the time
Looking for signs, is it worth it (is it worth it, is it worth it)
Patiently waiting like my time don’t end
Knowing it will vanish, guess we all just like to pretend
Passing memories by, like we flying on some rental wings
Isn’t it all just so grim, hoping life suddenly decides to extend
Tired, of this wrong or right
Is this how, is this how am supposed to be living my life
Or is it all just accidents, just happening
Illusion of freedom before realizing all of us just trapped again
You know I been sliding, sliding
Sliding down the rabbit hole, the rabbit hole