| Sitting, fighting this pressure in the state of exhaust
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| How many times I talked to God, speaking on those that I lost
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| A couple brother, couple sisters then a bunch of my homies
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| That’s why I move up out my lonely, hoping God’ll come show me
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| A new direction cause I feel like I’m losing faith by the minute
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| Tryna hide away from reality in something that’s tinted
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| I conversate most of the time across the mind of a seal
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| Same niggas that showed me love, you might just find em in hell
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| I hate to see us, or to blame em on everything they been through
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| In a different circumstance a better life, they might just been you
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| Tryna provide, missing homicide by minutes
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| Or they tryna get stripes from a basic Sargent to lieutenant
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| I do this here for my nigga Dawg, my nigga Clip
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| Ain’t too many others that are sold, that’s why I trip
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| I trip out, but try to keep my cool knowing pain is here
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| Wanted the sun, but since I missed this shit the rain is here
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| Abnormal heart, diagnosed at birth
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| All my niggas got em whole family cursed
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| T-shirt with their nan just ain’t the same
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| Shoulda have em attack out all the stress and strain
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| Fuck this fame and this change
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| Fuck this chain and this Range
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| With all my real ones gone I can’t sleep the same
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| I wish this fuckin rain' would go away
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| Lost is what I feel, looking at where I’m headed
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| Talked to God begging for help so much I feel like I’m out of credit
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| He don’t know me and I understand, I just need a helping hand
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| Talked to my grandfather day later, now we on the sand
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| The homie calls mama’s stress
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| And even though he gone, he still around so yeah we blessed
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| It’s a cold world
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| They say it get better but I just save the drama tired
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| From all the pain the I acquired, left the Devil fired
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| I swear it’s life to end the days
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| Of tryna make it out but I can’t get up out this maze
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| It’s me against the world and I can’t get up out this phaze
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| Niggas jumping fly like they can’t get up out them J’s
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| I’m on my defence
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| May my sons forgive me, I don’t wanna be no failure
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| But being real throughout the pain, it hurt like hell I tell ya
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| It’s hard to see when you’re surrounded by the dark
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| It’s that type of shit that take ya air support
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| For real mayne |