| If you knew what I thought
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| Swear you wouldn’t notice blue skies
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| Everything is clouded by
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| My reality, this loss
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| I can’t get up and try
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| Seein' blurry, losing sight
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| I can’t save myself, rock bottom’s taken everything
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| Hate askin' for help, but pride is the enemy
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| Hate days that feel the same
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| Livin' in the cycle, wait for life to rearrange
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| Wanna find me a better place
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| Fire for survival can’t channel all my rage
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| Like what the fuck, who am I?
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| Breaking everything inside every person I despise
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| Oh, self destruct in five, losing my fucking mind (Just a matter of time)
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| Broke up with my girl, then I cut off all my friends
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| They probably think I’m fake, well fuck 'em, can’t pretend
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| I been on the edge slowly losin' my sense
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| Takin' all these meds tryna get my fix
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| I’m tired of opinions, I don’t wanna listen
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| Suck on my dick, you’re just clouding my vision
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| In my business, I need my own space
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| Everybody in my ear, can’t think straight
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| So I take a whole eighth, can’t feel my face
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| If I never come down, know that I’m okay
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| This is how I deal with pain in today’s age
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| Twistin' tornados, bitch, goin' Super Saiyan
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| If you knew what I thought
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| Swear you wouldn’t notice blue skies
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| Everything is clouded by
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| My reality, this loss
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| I can’t get up and try
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| Seein' blurry, losing sight
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| I can’t save myself, rock bottom’s taken everything
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| Hate askin' for help, but pride is the enemy
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| Night’s starting to fade out
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| If a nigga black know this shit is goin' down, down
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| No I don’t want a face off, baby
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| Black on my hip and it stays off safety
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| In case a nigga wanna face off, no Travolta
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| Different when you see my face on a local poster
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| Different when that nigga Pop said you want me closer
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| I’ll allow it for the night, but when I am sober
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| Black shirt, slacks, white tie, all business
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| It’s back to the city with that bitch, good riddance
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| The kid with a knuckle tied to his back, can’t miss him
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| And niggas tryna rap know that they can’t diss him
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| It’s way too crazy
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| I live life with my dogs and we dog them ladies
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| This is for my safety
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| I’ma do what I can so a nigga can’t save me
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| I can’t save myself, bottom’s taken everything
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| Hate askin' for help, but pride is the enemy
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| I can’t save myself, rock bottom’s taken everything
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| Hate askin' for help, but pride is the enemy |