| One
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| I met this chick in Idaho after a show I did with Hopsin
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| Took her back to the hotel, oh my God it was awesome
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| First time I spent the night with a lady so gorgeous
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| Thought I was in love with her when I woke up to her that morning
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| We just clicked
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| I wanted to take her on the rest of the tour, she was down with it
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| My manager told me let time pass, wait
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| So I ended up flying her out for the five last dates
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| It was better than before
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| Never would have thought
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| I’d be with a random girl that I met with on the job
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| Couldn’t tell if I was falling for her or tripping because of her
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| Shit, I got comfortable on them comforters
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| We were basically dating for the week
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| She flew back home, I flew back home, I made it in one piece
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| But she was falling apart, texting me every moment
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| Telling me she’s sick of home, I was just homesick
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| 'Cause when I got home I felt like I was kind of over it
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| I stopped hitting her up; |
| she started noticing
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| I was never the it, didn’t realize how deep I was in
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| Till she sent me snapchats of cuts deep in her skin
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| Some suicidal shit
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| Telling me that I’m supposed to be with you so if we’re not together there is
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| no reason why I should live
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| Now I’m under the table texting her subtly
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| Praying that this chick don’t kill herself because of me
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| New problems
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| New problems
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| Don’t tell my momma 'bout all these new problems
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| New problems
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| Two
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| This bitch ass snake is tryna sign me. |
| When I met him few years ago he was that
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| guy to me
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| He knew all my favorite rappers personally
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| It blew my mind when he said he wanted to work with me
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| And before I could even digest what he said to me,
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| He literally already had people calling who said they want to invest in me
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| Damn, thought I was in a dream
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| First time homies with somebody in the industry
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| Thought I was 'bout to blow up; |
| I was overwhelmed
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| Thinking to myself, is it really supposed to go this well?
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| So before I made a move,
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| I told him before I agree to anything, prove to me what you can do
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| He set up a video shoot, it was a nightmare
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| He put money behind it but didn’t care about my ideas
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| Arguing over the creative direction,
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| I said fuck it, I ain’t doing this, I scrapped it the whole session
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| Then I made the song Exception
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| Thinking I know this one is powerful, he’s gotta love it, I gotta send it
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| He said he liked it but he wants to edit,
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| So he got a new beat, corny hook and turned it to a pop record
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| This dude’s tripping
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| Acting like a baller but now I know that he’s not 'cause he’s treating me like
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| a dollar
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| Just another check off his checklist, check to deposit
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| Now demanding 20 percent for the work he put on this
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| He ain’t did shit,
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| Subliminally hinting to me he gon' blackball me if he don’t get shit
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| He know everybody in the game; |
| they’re gonna believe him more too
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| I want to tell him suck a dick, but I can’t afford to
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| New problems
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| New problems
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| Please don’t tell my momma 'bout all these new problems
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| New problems
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| Three
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| Got a couple bucks now so I’m skeptical
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| 'Bout where I put my time, I’m busy all the time and I feel terrible
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| 'Cause I’ve been slipping up
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| Spending all this time with fake friends I got family members I ain’t hitting up
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| But I don’t want to hear anyone judging my choices
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| If they don’t know what it feels like to go from completely avoided
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| To somebody that everybody is talking about
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| It don’t even feel the same when I walk in my house
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| New rumors 'bout me every single day. |
| Like he don’t want to chill with us,
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| he rather chill with Sway
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| He think he’s better than us. |
| He think he’s moving on
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| I go out, pretend to be social, just to prove them wrong
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| But I ain’t see my dad in a month
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| I only see him for dinner; |
| we’re still acting like that’s good enough
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| But I’ve been blowing him off like I’m busy and stuff
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| To the point it don’t feel the same when he’s picking me up
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| You know when you’re comfortable enough with someone that you could be in
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| complete silence and it wouldn’t be awkward?
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| Well, it’s awkward between us, I’m bothered
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| So I ask stupid questions just to keep him talking
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| Like how is your job? |
| How is your mom?
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| How did I get here from riding these songs?
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| I go to my homies' houses and I’m jealous of them
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| 'Cause they see their dad as a dad, I see my dad as an old friend
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| I bet he’s afraid to bring it up
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| 'Cause he can see I’m under pressure even though I act like I don’t give a fuck
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| Acting like I’m ready for this. |
| Acting like I’m cooler
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| Acting like I’m not afraid of the future and all my new problems |