Lyrics Oh God, I've Never Felt This Low - To Kill Achilles

Oh God, I've Never Felt This Low

I gave up all my friends, my family, my whole life
Just to feel like I was moving forward
Just to feel alive
These memories mean more than love to me
At least that’s what the people closest to me started to believe
I watched as people I held dear
Turn their backs on me
But the truth is I chose to be alone
I had everyone and everything and I chose to leave my home
Don’t get me wrong
See in the moment
This is worth it
But these moments only last so long but I’ll be left with a lifetime of no one
Late night drives
One thousand miles away
Have become like home
The only place for me
I gave it all away
To spend everyday
Somewhere else