| I caught you standing at the front door, nobody’s home
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| I’m busy doin' nothing, leave me alone
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| I don’t have the patience to pick up the phone
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| And tell you how my life still ain’t my own
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| I’m fuckin' disgusted, with big introductions
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| Just save the award show for somebody else
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| I’m tryna keep up with your perfect assumptions
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| The pullin' the upset, I don’t need the help
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| 'cause I don’t believe
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| Fairytales were meant for me
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| So tell me when you leave
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| And I’ll pack up my sanity
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| How do I, when do I, wak up from this?
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| Every night, watching my life come down lik
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| Satellites, burning my insides up
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| I hate it all
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| If I don’t love myself (If I don’t love myself)
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| Then how could you love me?
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| How could you want me?
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| How could you say you do? |
| (How could you say you do?)
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| If I don’t love myself (If I don’t love myself)
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| Then why do you love me?
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| Why do you want me?
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| Why do you pull me through? |
| (Why do you pull me through?)
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| Done looking at your perfect family house
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| And wondering why mine never figured it out
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| 16, tryna pop pills on the couch |
| Numb then, even more numb right now
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| What am I? |
| Ugly, lowkey
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| Must be, world-class, asshole
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| Really don’t trust me
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| Fucked up, helpless, voicemail, lost cause
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| Said that I loved her, no shot, she’s gone
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| Walking by the mirror to see if there’s anyone inside
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| I still don’t recognize you inside those eyes
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| How do I, when do I, wake up from this?
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| Every night, watching my life come down like
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| Satellites, burning my insides up
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| I hate it all
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| If I don’t love myself (If I don’t love myself)
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| Then how could you love me?
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| How could you want me?
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| How could you say you do? |
| (How could you say you do?)
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| If I don’t love myself (If I don’t love myself)
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| Then why do you love me?
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| Why do you want me?
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| Why do you pull me through? |
| (Why do you pull me through?)
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| Why do you love me?
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| How could you say you do? |