| Everything makes me nervous
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| And nothing feels good for no reason
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| Waking up, it’s rarely worth it
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| The same dark dread every morning
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| Senior year here in Mahwah
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| A new world just around the corner
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| Leave me behind, let me stagnate
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| In a fortress of solitude
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| Smoking’s been okay so far
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| But I need something that works faster
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| So all I want for Christmas is no feelings
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| No feelings now and never again!
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| There is a faceplate all brown and red that stretches across my mouth
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| It’s worn for protection, nobody gets in and nobody gets out
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| I used to look myself in the mirror at the end of every day
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| But I took the one thing that made me beautiful and threw it away
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| I was a river, I was a tall tree, I was a volcano
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| But now I’m asleep on top of a mountain, I’ve been covered in snow
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| Yes, I have surrendered what made me human and all that I thought was true
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| So now there’s a robot that lives in my brain and he tells me what to do
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| And I can do nothing without his permission or (which) wasn’t part of the plan
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| So now in a Rock Ridge pharmacy I will be waiting for my man
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| But there is another, down in a dungeon, who never gave up the fight
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| And he’ll be forever screaming, sometimes I hear him say, on a quiet night,
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| he says:
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| «You will always be a loser
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| You will always be a loser
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| You will always be a loser
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| You will always be a loser, man!
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| «You will always be a loser
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| You will always be a loser, now…
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| And that’s okay!» |