
Date of issue: 13.09.2018
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Do You Mind |
I waste my time on my whole life |
Hold my thoughts cause I’ve been sleep deprived |
I waste my life in broke mind |
Hold my words cause they never come out right |
I’m trying really hard to be someone you’d like |
I’m trying really hard to feel like I’ll be fine |
I’m trying really hard and maybe I’ll find my reflection |
In life and all that unkind |
Can’t I be a little self sure |
Self secure |
On that I’m not all that I think I am |
Can’t I get a little control |
Open my doors |
On that I’m not all that bad as I think I am |
I don’t really care for what I have left because I’ve fucked myself up so much |
I might deserve this mess and |
Fuck all this love, I hate to admit |
I’m really like this |
Scum piece of shit |
And I know I could be brighter |
Yeah, I know I could aim higher |
And I know I should think lighter |
I know I would be fine if I was a trier |
Yeah, I hate how I can’t let myself hang low and if I didn’t speak at all I |
think that I would let it go |
But if I knew how I hurt |
Well, I would promise to let you know |
I’ve been feeling Goddamn low and I just can’t let it go |
Do you remember 2013 |
From then on I wished my life was unseen |
Cause I hate who I could have been |
Let myself slit up my skin |
And drown all my dreams |
In the sink |
I’m sorry maybe I should have tried harder |
Jumped from a bridge that was just that little bit higher |
I’m sorry my words can’t be any sharper |
I’d cut up my mind and set the remains on fire |
At least you could have said I’m gone on the drugs |
But I am sober now and I still seem to fuck up |
And I’m sorry I can’t accept all your love |
It wears me off |
Leave me in my head because that’s already tiring enough |
I waste my time on my whole life |
Hold my thoughts cause I’ve been sleep deprived |
I waste my life in broke mind |
Hold my words cause they never come out right |
I’m trying really hard to be someone you’d like |
I’m trying really hard to feel like I’ll be fine |
I’m trying really hard and maybe I’ll find my reflection |
In life and all that unkind |
Name | Year |
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scars babe ft. Mishaal | 2020 |
Girl How Will I Love You ft. Mishaal | 2018 |
holding on ft. Mishaal | 2020 |
ugly ft. Nineteen95 | 2019 |
Loosing Interest ft. Shiloh Dynasty | 2017 |
it's alright ft. Typo, ALYS | 2018 |
be someone to never lose ft. Mishaal | 2020 |
i have got thoughts ft. Mishaal | 2020 |
Without U | 2018 |
Lovenote | 2021 |
Tell Me Why I'm Waiting ft. Shiloh Dynasty | 2017 |
Again ft. Timmies | 2018 |
Monalogue | 2021 |
cruel wind ft. Nineteen95 | 2019 |
I Dont Wanna Know Her ft. Shiloh Dynasty | 2017 |
don't play like this ft. Mishaal | 2020 |
sleep tight ft. Nineteen95 | 2019 |
Confined | 2021 |
I Feel Your Pain | 2018 |
Fucked Up ft. Mishaal | 2018 |