| Don’t know what it is, but I know that it’s somewhere inside of my head
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| Don’t know what it looks like, only know that it’s drivin' me mad.
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| Whatever the cause, whatever the reason for it to be in me,
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| maybe I’ll be like this until eternity.
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| I couldn’t let go of it however hard I might have tried,
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| I couldn’t get any control of it though I tried to fight
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| these thoughts in my head
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| they’re only drivin' me mad,
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| I never see the good
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| I only see the bad!
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| I’ve gotta seize the day, so I can feel it!
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| I’ve gotta seize the day, so I feel it, I feel it, I feel it.
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| I’ll feel it!
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| Don’t know what I want but I know that what I want is hard to get.
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| Don’t know what I have but I know what I would rather have instead,
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| whenever I feel this way I hate myself 'cause I can’t see,
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| today is my day how happy I should be.
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| I couldn’t let go of it, however hard I might have tried,
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| I couldn’t get any control of it, though I tried to fight.
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| I’m locked up in my head,
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| I think I’d rather be dead,
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| I never see the good,
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| I only see the bad!
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| I gotta know if this is real,
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| I gotta care for what I feel,
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| 'cause what I am and who’ll be,
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| It’s all my fault,
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| It’s up to me! |