| i can’t even say when it began
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| that i have met the great sadness
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| and why it did never leave
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| declared my heart ain’t mine alone
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| so i forgot where i belong
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| as if i ever knew
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| ain’t there any way to get ahead
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| i don’t know all the ways out
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| tell me, tell me
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| and even know, i can’t bail out
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| the doubts did steal all the chances
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| i am an ocean
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| of flaws and needs i cannot name
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| all the heartache is here
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| save me, save me
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| the struggle for life is fought inside
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| it’s not about wrong or right
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| when you can’t take sides
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| and the colours all faded to grey
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| you feel this is everlasting
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| again an again
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| it took a while to understand
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| i get up and will tumble again
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| this might be a part of what i am
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| but there’s a chance in this spiral i’m in
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| when i tumble i will get up again
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| when i’m able to strengthen my steps
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| i might break the habit which accepts
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| that this is everything i am
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| this ain’t everything i am
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| all the flaws and need i cannot name
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| and the heartache is here
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| save me, save me
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| even not now, i will bail out
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| the doubts might steal
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| all the chances
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| i am an ocean |