
Date of issue: 22.09.2013
Song language: English
Rest |
I read it somewhere once that if I came to You for rest that You would cure my |
weary heart and forgive my heavy debt |
…Is there a reason why You haven’t come to help me yet? |
Is there a reason why You want me dead? |
I swear my whole life is proof of this bitter concept |
But I’ve done nothing to deserve this treatment that I get |
There’s no joy in my soul, and the qustions I can’t answer are left |
So God… |
How do I mov on? |
And make the past disappear? |
It’s easier said than done after all those years |
The faces of the countless girls I’ve quietly undressed |
Leave scars on my heart and images I can’t forget |
The guilt drives me crazy and it’s hard to live |
And if that weren’t enough, I’m frail and I’m sick |
Let alone the fact that You don’t respond to me |
Your Bride pays no attention to the lost that need to see |
But if there’s anything in this world that haunts my heart |
It’s the choking grip of worry that is tearing me apart |
I’m so uncertain, God, that there’s still a plan |
Has it run off-course somehow, or is it in Your hands? |
My doubt has taken over, and apathy blinds my hope |
I’m a religiously-founded man with a starving child’s soul |
God, if You’re there anymore, I need You to direct my steps |
I need Your grace to move on; |
Jesus, tell me what’s next |
Wage war against everything that holds you back from Me |
So light a match and watch it burn |
All your dreams and desires |
Take up your cross and follow Me |
I will lead you forever higher |
I can’t just pretend to be strong when I’m not |
I’m too weak to fight this insecurity |
But on the outside I’ll disguise it with pride |
A pride that’s founded on the shaky ground of vanity |
But You’ve known the truth from the beginning |
I pray right now that You interpret my sincerity |
Give me the ability to trust You with it all |
I need You here with me |
Give (me) us peace |
Give (me) us a love that never sleeps |
Let (my) our faith be contagious |
Take these burdens please, and show (me) us how to finally |
Run to You and never look back |
The struggles that we face will never cease to exist |
No matter how desperately we want simplicity |
There will always be excuses and distractions |
That keep us from believing in the truth of the cross |
And though I’m at my weakest like never before |
Though the thought of death may seem more promising than life |
Despite my unfaithfulness, despite my shortcomings |
You are sovereign, in control, and You live in me |
So we must conquer the fear that lives inside of us |
We must live and breathe with a strong sense of urgency |
The church must be united as one |
We must come together and function as one body |
We must run to Christ together |
Never again will we be alone |
The grace of God is so much greater |
Than anything we can accomplish on our own |