Lyrics Optical Illusion - Theory Hazit

Optical Illusion

Mama said, «Keep lookin' up»
She said, «Ain't nobody perfect, just look at us»
But don’t let that be your excuse
If you can’t find Him in the picture, fix your view"
Sunday mornings ain’t the same
I threw a pity party and everybody came
Now I’m sitting in the back, tryna play it cool
Cause people’ll see me if I sit in the front pew
I hope the pastor don’t notice me
I was an active member he would oversee
Old friends pretend we still friends
Askin' me 'bout my daughter and ignoring my sins
Before the sermon begins, I see some of them avoiding me
To them I’m not approachable, to me they are annoying
Awkward as hello, hello, is Christ here?
Light convos cause we ain’t spoke in lightyears
Fake smiles so I laugh, ain’t nothing funny
If this were a movie, this would be my dark comedy
Funny how your views change
After one bad decision is made
Like «Look, he ain’t living right
Something with him ain’t sitting right»
No matter my focal point, I’m seen in a different light
I thought we all fell short of His glory
But everything’s against me, nobody’s for me
(Check this out)
We don’t see eye-to-eye
Good, cause I ain’t tryna see you cry
A cold heart, you throw darts at old scars
Act dumb when you hear my name, but claim that you know God
I mean, clearly you won’t understand, so you judge
You forgot what a husband does, so I forgot what a husband was
It’s sad, but through it all I maintain a smile
And you leave communication up to me and my child
Calling me manipulative cause my vocabulary spill is ill
And you like avoiding the real
Like nothing hurt, somewhere I left lonely
With a plan to rise up like «Look at his testimony!»
I’m not shifting the blame, this is all my fault
An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind, ya’ll
Every closed eye ain’t sleeping
And every open eye ain’t seeing, believe it