| We back to relapse
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| On a block called «The Trap,»
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| Its windows blackened with rap
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| To them ten strong in the hack
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| Dragging this song
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| We back to redact them old tags on the wall
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| Names at half-mast, cast in a lawless black scrawl
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| Mere bylines at twilight beginning of getting a die right on
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| In three-to-four letter loyalties that dry before dawn
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| By habit or craft
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| My whole discograph
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| Is first murmur and last stab
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| Relentless as rent checks
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| My rep is a slur, curse, word, and a death threat
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| As for old fears, son, there ain’t no answer record yet
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| Spit oil slick talk, you might slip on the set list
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| I did slit a brittle novelist with one-ice line pick, kicked…
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| We back with both halves
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| To burn, bone, and last
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| And know that
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| No exile a return is entire just as
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| This ain’t all aftermath of a crash
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| Ask dax…
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| Motherfucker, guess who’s back…
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| We have returned to the ave. |
| of first things
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| And we’re back to burn the debris of beginnings
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| To my many lives' timeshare dimes and term-limit crews
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| I leave for each of you the bookkeeping that thieves do
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| At three in the morning beneath a bloodless moon
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| But I knotted no rope of licensing that I might leave you in Junes,
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| no icy Midas finery lining my B of A tomb
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| Only swap meet winnings unmoved in a rented room
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| In addition to the foul and mutual feeling used
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| So to my enemies true
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| To my mom’s new names and her hundred gurus
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| To them tired-guitar, light-on-heart, mind-on-marquee, try-hards… got nothing
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| but grudge for them, twice-robbed
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| A shadow plugged by art burning vice squads
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| Cross a career of called bluffs
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| Sensitive mics and puzzles in dust
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| Plus the peculiar alone of us
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| All not on posse cuts
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| I will put it one way: on you
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| No rotted rope oath, rehab robe
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| Long road ode. |
| Oakland winter know
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| The razor wind in my throat
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| Cut through your bird bone
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| Won’t quit at its hollow;
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| We not vox pop poll or Pitchfork prop swoll
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| No pay-stub mob mules, nor orthodox old school
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| South Bronx rap rules, simply diss song true
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| You?
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| Are you easy on being, do you heed the
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| Beat of blood or believe
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| In it heeding you or even short leashing you
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| Read tea leaves 'n' stars then start dry-heaving
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| Are you asleep or simply discreet
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| Cleaning in da sewer of the desire for a redeemer
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| Meaning:
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| Do you throw your back out dreaming?
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| To dive bars, my bent blinds
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| The three AMs of thirty year olds
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| And all else near gold, gone, dull, dim
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| Or sentient numb
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| Whether shining or shunned
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| None and all can come
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| And get un-done
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| By the two in the selves one
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| And they sung
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| Sung of the matter in a manner that held
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| One’s lone gun pen to one’s hunt-net drum
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| And they sung
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| With the kind of hunger wings once sprung from
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| And they sung
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| From the boiler room of buildings where your heroes get hung |