| First of all let me say thank you to my dad and mother
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| You ain’t never give up on me, now just look what I’m becoming
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| I’ll be honest, I still struggle with addiction, it’s a problem
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| And I’m always missing shit today, just push it to tomorrow
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| Need to raise our self esteems to really get what we dream
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| Cause I know we could be better but depression so defeating
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| I feel envy when I see that other people always winning
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| And I’m happy for 'em too but feel like death cause I ain’t get it
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| I don’t like to be with friends, that’s why I always keep my distance
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| Got a problem when it comes to trusting peeps who ain’t my parents
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| But I’m working on myself because I owe it to the fans
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| Cause I’m learning that they need for me to tell 'em what’s the plan
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| I’m too pessimistic, gotta change the way you see the glass
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| It ain’t full but learn to appreciate what you already have
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| I’m responsible for raising up a global reaching gang
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| I been blessed to travel too and touch a million across the land
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| I get paid to live my dreams, I spend that money fucking fast
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| I gotta figure out a way to make the paper last
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| And I promise all my niggas that I won’t put on my craft
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| But I keep aspiring people to be better than the past
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| See I made it through the pain though the rain was in the way
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| But I’m glad I’m here today
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| Nigga winning, can’t complain, what I’m saying
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| All that struggle turned me to a Super Saiyan
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| On a higher level, don’t expect you to obtain
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| I learned many lessons and that came from my mistakes
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| Sunlight through the shade, I call that blessing in the gray
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| They was never there through the come up
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| Say I changed
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| That’s why I keep my circle tight
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| I’m just like Saturn with the rings
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| Like the finer things but I find balance with my dreams
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| Treat these like a robber, I give it my everything
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| Materials replaceable, your life you can’t reclaim
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| Rest in peace my nigga X, they tried to test me once the same
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| Never catch me slipping, I’ma always use my brain
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| Like I took a sense of being, what I lost I now regain
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| Niggas try on social shit to make themselves a name
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| Through this music I’m immortal, that’s how I’ma do my thing
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| Told her to be honest can’t commit to anything
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| Til my momma in a mansion, til my pops up in a Range
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| Learn that being true you cut out all that bullshit
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| I was on a ride I probably shouldn’t then I dodged a bullet
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| I be going in and out of Brooklyn
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| On the block I’m hooded
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| Lost so many friends because of drugs I promised not to do them
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| Find out if I want that power, cause with that influence
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| So I dedicate my every hour, show them how to do it
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| (So I dedicate my every hour, show them how to do it) |