| I used to love the night and now I dread my bed
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| Using all the light is how my head got spent
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| Torturous virus talk to my eyelids, walk in my size nines
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| Is this depression or a lesson from inner pressure pressing?
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| Either way, the fevers it deals me are evil
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| The thing that I love most is trying to kill M. E
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| I have the queerest feeling of my dearest appearing
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| To be leering from the ether, fear more fever
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| I don’t like sleepers, drugs make me sleep
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| Sleep is like death, to do death when you’re dead
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| Bridge disappears through fog in my ears
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| For this chronic fatigue, there’s no tonic is seems
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| Lucid thinking is loopy to think of on and on weeks
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| The thing that I love most is trying to kill M. E
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| General health making my mental health break
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| But I’ll never let go of what helps me create
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| Nothing to this point but for this love
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| Love, torturous virus get out from my eyelids
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| Just wanna ride out life in the key of C
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| I won’t bash the black notes, I won’t ask for answers
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| Glance up at the banister
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| The thing that I love most is trying to kill M. E
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| The only good thing and I should cling to it good
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| Are the sparks of good art that park in the darkness
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| Shaking eyes hate me to write
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| But make me think up quite nice ideas
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| It’s like me enemy, telling me forget the pen dwelling
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| The madness and sadness is long
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| But flashes of mastery
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| It seems
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| How many ways will it warm up, 8 months ago fate came
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| To break me in somewhat and rape me on the flames
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| The queerest feeling of my dearest appearing
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| To be leering from the ether, I fear more fever
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| Like the bridge disappearing through fog in my ears
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| There’s no tonic it seems for this chronic fatigue
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| I’m happily trading insanity lately
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| For passion, that makes me a man at least, maybe
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| The thing that I love most is trying to kill M. E
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| The thing that I love most is trying to kill M. E
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| What was I thinking, who was I then?
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| Duly I tried, truly amen
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| What was I thinking, who was I then?
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| Duly I tried, truly amen
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| Pull some paper out the printer, pick up a pen and pen into the winter
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| The oldest cell in my body’s only 10 years old
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| With the smell of the kitchen, I dwell on the kissing of my missus
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| Holding a bowl and reminiscing
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| (I am just a child who got a few years older)
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| Pull some paper out the printer, pick up a pen and pen into the winter |