| And I’m just trying to pay an insurmountable debt
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| Just trying to forget about my inevitable death
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| Chris threw up in the diner and I was sick in the snow
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| Got a self-destructive instinct constructive summer complex
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| In the shadows of urban development I’ll mark my footprints in wet cement
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| Like the first man on some kind of temporary moon
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| But I had to get out before I dove in Surrey Dive
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| But I’m coming home, I’m coming home tonight
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| Can we hold on for a sec while I wipe cold sweat from my brow?
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| She said we might have met somewhere, but that’s all news to me now
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| And hey, look, I achieved something
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| Can we go back to bed?
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| But I had to get out before I dove in Surrey Dive
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| But I’m coming home, I’m coming home tonight
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| We used to be proud of each other
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| We used to take care of each other
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| I wanna make something without foundations built on bullshit and whatever
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| The loudest person says 'cause it’s never really right
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| But the beating and the puffing up of chests
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| Has beaten every argument I’ve had tonight
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| Come on, just punch me in the face so then at least you’ll think you’re right
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| Maybe you will leave this place, lose the war and win the fight
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| And I’m running scared, I’m running scared, I’m running scared
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| I’m running scared from the house that I helped build
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| I’m running scared, I’m running scared, I’m running scared
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| So why don’t you fuck off?
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| Stop bringing hate into our lives
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| 'Cause all we ever really wanted was to feel at home
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| Was to feel at home tonight |