| The coffee spilled, an unsteady table
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| Drying ring that gets darker at the edge
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| The sleep that lingers long in my red eyes
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| Creases from my bed
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| Still mapped along my arms and stubbled face
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| Contrasting sharply with the rest of the room
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| Where mothers sit with children
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| Businessmen eat lunch dressed in suits
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| I exhale an ellipses and a question mark
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| The things I have to say
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| The assurance this will work
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| The shadows of doubt start to swell into an audible cry
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| «You need to leave from edge of the uncharted lands
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| The dark spots on maps where no person has ever been
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| Just give up, go back to California
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| Go back to where you lived»
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| But I won’t go home
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| All the second thoughts the minute decisions
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| In the hours we will never recall
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| The days we thought our weakness unconquerable
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| The nights too long
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| But a month can find a change in position
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| Sometimes a year is what it takes to realize
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| All the forward flailing found a foundation
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| A purpose in time
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| If I leave from the edge of the uncharted lands
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| Those dark spots on the map where I was hoping I could stand
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| Just give up, go back to California
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| Well what happens then
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| I’ll keep heading towards the edge of the uncharted lands
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| Those dark spots on the maps where no cartographer has been
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| Won’t give up and go back to California, this is where I live
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| I am home |