| Shortly after I first met them, something that I said upset them and
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| perhaps we should have parted then. |
| I was saying how important that they
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| were and what a fortune could be made if they would let me try. |
| But I did
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| not understand why they took in and had to stand by those who were so worthless to them both. |
| Then they got extremely angry, shouting that the
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| seedy gang behind them may not have much value in my eyes… but they were
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| people and were needing what we give and if you see them like you see some
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| roaches on the floor, then the sad one must be you who sees himself as too
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| good to do something for the weak or ones with warts. |
| You disdain and
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| criticize someone who has been compromised but really have no values of your own, so maybe you should leave and find some, steal or beg or maybe
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| buy some from a smiling banker or a store. |
| At first I was too shocked to believe they would suggest that I should levae, and what was even worse
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| was that I saw that they preferrred their gutter rutting friends above my smugly strutting. |
| And I admit it stunned and humbled me. |
| So I begged and
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| then beseeched them, «Let me stay and you could teach some sense into this
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| tired old mind of mine."And of course we reconciled with hugging arms and
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| tugging smiles that left me more secure, but still in doubt. |
| I truly loved
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| and felt devotion for them both, but I was broken up and feeling powerless
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| inside. |
| I must become important to them, intertwined with roots into them,
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| or else I’d loose my false and newfound pride. |