| I must have left my house at eight, because I always do.
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| My train, I’m certain, left the station just when it was due.
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| I must have read the morning paper going into town,
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| And having gotten through the editorial, no doubt I must have frowned.
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| I must have made my desk around a quarter after nine,
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| With letters to be read, and heaps of papers waiting to be signed.
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| I must have gone to lunch at half past twelve or so;
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| The usual place, the usual bunch,
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| And still on top of this I’m pretty sure it must have rained,
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| The day before you came.
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| I must have lit my seventh cigarette at half past two,
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| And at the time I never even noticed I was blue.
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| I must have kept on dragging through the business of the day,
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| And without really noticing, I must have shut a part of me away.
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| At five I must have left; |
| there’s no exception to the rule,
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| A matter of routine, I’ve done it ever since I finished school.
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| The tube back home again,
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| Undoubtedly I must have read the evening paper then.
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| Oh yes, I’m sure my life was well within its usual frame,
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| The day before you came.
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| Must have opened my front door at eight o’clock or so,
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| And stopped along the way to buy some Chinese food to go.
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| I’m sure I had my dinner watching something on T.V.
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| There cannot be a sitcom or a game show that I’ve never seen.
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| I must have gone to bed around a quarter after ten;
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| I sleep so much these days, I need to be in bed by then,
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| Or maybe I read a while,
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| The latest one by Declan Gunn or something in that style.
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| It’s funny, but I had no sense of living without aim,
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| The day before you came.
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| And turning out the light,
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| I must have yawned and dreamt my way through yet another night,
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| And rattling on the roof I maybe heard the sound of rain,
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| «I love the rain.»
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| The day before you came. |