| I’m afraid of what she means to me
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| I’m ashamed of how mean I can be
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| I bow scene after scene
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| I’m proud, being like me is loud
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| Defending a cloud
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| Pretending that I’m seen by a crowd
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| How to handle a narcissist caught in his own reflection
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| Vandalize it with causes that cost him his own rejection
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| Only for a second though as if to check the rope
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| Before you swing into the air and let it go
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| Moving glaciers is our human nature
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| Snowmen I seek no man grooming his nomenclatures
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| I need a silent time to dim a vibrant mind
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| Dare me in the dark scare me with the light I find
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| Like in a diamond mine these round brilliant brown filaments eyes
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| They find me and my villain disguise
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| Now who am I to despise myself
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| And love me at the same time, realize thyself
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| Mapped by all senses trapped by all tenses
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| Clap by all means it weans the apprehensive
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| The all seeing defenses bat at all things it deems offensive
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| Drew a pistol when just a kiss will do
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| Even when I can’t stand you I miss you too
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| See the world like a missile do
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| Never stalling in the launch or pausing in the arch
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| Just falling to a home I built leaving it charred
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| Breathing is hard
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| The wheezing I disregard
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| There’s only one reason
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| Charge
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| I mean glory
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| I mean charge like in Glory
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| Glory as in the mornings
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| She charge me in the light and write in me a story
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| Till morning turns to night
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| And I cease to charge
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| Give me peace and a reason to recharge
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| Safety, this is what it made me
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| New world no escape key
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| Shake me like a baby if I cry too much
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| Fell in love with a world but she lied too much
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| Fell in love with a girl who’s eyes do touch
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| Who’s hands do see
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| Who finds me clutched
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| To this stool
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| To this side of the pool
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| My cars outside
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| Cool
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| Putting on my face
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| Because everybody’s miming
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| The bar is just an honest place
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| Where everybody’s lying
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| Odd timing when I’m telling a joke
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| To keep the swelling in my throat
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| From developing hope
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| Who’s selling me that soap but a bloke in the mire
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| Throwing me his pitch as coach and umpire
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| Came to get a hit with his throat on fire
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| He came blaming the rich for a blown out tire
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| I said I’m quite certain we in a light curtain
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| Staring into the night like is this mic working
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| I fight versions of me to find the right person
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| See how his sight serves him and if he likes Gershwin
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| Certainly it’s him
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| Certainty is thin
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| Sure as the shylock working me within
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| I call a truce
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| Found the exit in the excuse
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| The fit noose getting loose
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| With every sipped goose
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| The golden droplet
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| Hold it hostage in an eyebrow
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| Bulging sockets only profit
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| When you lie down
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| Putting on a face
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| Cus everyone is miming
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| The bar is just an honest place
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| Where every body’s lying
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| In outer space a fire timing
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| Higher climbing
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| Throwing silver to the sky lining
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| Good morning |