| I hate to gravel, to beg for help, to feel weak
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| I am not this kind of man
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| But I feel so lost
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| I watch my back
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| I’m used to managing my friend’s problems
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| I’m often considered
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| As an elder brother
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| I can’t tell what happened
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| It came so fast
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| A wind of dark feelings
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| Has blown my mind
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| I feel distraught
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| But Am I still able to
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| Rise to the occasion?
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| I feel distraught
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| But I have to fight for
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| I can’t do this anymore
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| This Life
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| But I can’t reach the shore
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| I feel like a stranger among friends:
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| Don’t trust me anymore!
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| I feel like a stranger among friends
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| Among
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| You!
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| It can’t be true
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| Even colours are dead
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| Just the cold in my head
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| Maybe it’s simply my time
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| I feel
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| To battle depression
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| So lost
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| I feel like a child
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| Lost in a mansion
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| I am here, lying on the floor
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| Pretending to ignore
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| Trying to forget my pain, to dive into the depths
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| To forgive my soul for bleeding my senses
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| To believe my own lies
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| Is the future a light shining in the dark?
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| I am not myself anymore
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| So far, so far is the shore
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| I just cannot even beg for more
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| How did my life stumble this way?
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| Everything seemed so strong
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| Everything went so wrong!
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| Take my pain away!
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| Please give me a life to live
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| I cannot stand to see myself agonising this way
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| I’m not this kind of man
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| Take my pain away
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| Help me rise to the occasion! |