| He was a boy when the circus first came to the dust of his West Texas town
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| And twenty years later, he’d spent twenty years as Jocko the Sad Circus Clown
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| He did slap-stick gags in grease paint and rags and the people would laugh 'til
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| they cried
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| But they never saw past the painted clown mask to the sad, empty man locked
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| inside
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| The trapeze lady swung easy and gracefully, high in the high trapeze swing
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| Her parents were flyers. |
| The circus was her life. |
| The carny was deep in her
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| veins
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| High in the spotlights in sequins and pink tights, she flew like a bird in the
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| wind
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| The saw dust’s on daughter, the strong men who caught her were all that she
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| brought to her tent
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| Jocko worked down with the center ring clowns with a sad painted smile on his
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| face
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| And the trapeze lady swung easy and gracefully high in the great canvas space
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| Jocko looked up with a tear in his heart and, Lord, he wished he could fly
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| For she never looked down at a baggy pants clown who looked up with love in his
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| eyes
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| It was Tulsa, the last stop, the last show of the big top, a loud,
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| sell-out crowd filled the seats
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| They clapped for the walk-around and cheered for the clowns. |
| The fliers brought
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| them to their feet
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| Then a still half-lit match fell in tender dry grass and soon found the dry saw
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| dust floor
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| The flames leaped higher. |
| When the people heard, «Fire!» |
| they swept like a wave
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| for the door
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| Jocko looked up to the top of the tent and a hundred feet from the ground
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| Swung the trapeze lady, up on the high swing, alone, with no way to get down
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| He ran to the ladder that led to the platform, she cried, «Jocko, no!
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| There’s no time!»
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| But her quick word of fear fell deaf on love’s ear as slowly he started to climb
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| Hand over hand to the high flier’s stand, taking the rope that hung there
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| With one quick look down, the sad circus clown looked up and took to the air
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| Slow then slowly he started to swing, his eyes turned to tears in the smoke
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| Faster then faster and as he swung past her, her strong flier hands found the
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| rope
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| She slipped to the ground as the flames found the rigging and licked at the
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| rope that he held
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| He’d started below when the rigging let go and down to the saw dust he fell
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| She ran to his side and with tears in her eyes, «Oh, no! |
| Jocko, why?» |
| she cried
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| He raised his sad head. |
| «I loved you,» he said and he closed his eyes and he
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| died
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| Now, the trapeze lady swings easy and gracefully high in the great canvass space
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| But a place and a time are still etched in her mind of a smile painted on a sad
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| face
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| And she sometimes looks down to the center ring clowns for someone she never
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| has found
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| For she still remembers the time when love came to her wearing the face of a
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| clown |