| How, How can I fiend for the rush that I get
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| When I sip off the cup of the shit that I knew
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| Wasn’t cool from the get, I’mma quit, real power
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| But the hour draws near, show night, no might
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| I’m a low life with a bottle, feel the sorrow
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| See your ass tomorrow
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| De nada can I feel ya, so I’m drinking in the first place
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| Swallow that worst taste
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| To face the evening, and really just deceiving myself cause I’m fresh still
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| But will not rest til my memory is broke
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| It be soaking up my liver till I shiver in a notion of earl
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| Get to twirling like my world and every girl is the same
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| And you dudes, man I’ve gotta get the fuck away from you
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| I can speak my mind but sometimes that rhymes comes slurred
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| And the truth gets differed, proof gets blurred
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| And that’s my fucking word, in the present less hesitant and humble
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| Ain’t tripping off the stumble, I’m rip till I mumble and fumble off the stage
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| For knowing when to stop me
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| I have no gauge no rage
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| In my mood, im just boozed the fuck out
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| And bloody till I black out, I’m act out
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| That’s hop out but doubt in my heart
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| To the part with routine stress relief
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| But when it comes to the morning I’m sworning
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| «Who me? |
| I’m more than grouch
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| He better shape it up
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| He better take the cup and quit it»
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| I did it more than shows, had more drinks than hoes
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| And I suppose
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| That it grows and gets worse if you let it
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| I dreaded being a drunkard, I’d rather be a punk or genius
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| And that is in my genes it’s a trap nope, a copout fuck that snuck
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| Back into life for a minute to finish my thoughts
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| Don’t wanna get caught of doing what I don’t wanna do but if I do
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| It ain’t cool but don’t clown me
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| That shits always around me, found me when I was down to ride in on the town
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| Hiding from the sound that reality made
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| I was little disappointed and a little afraid
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| I got it laid out
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| Straight when I played out the game came and heard that I couldn’t resent wit
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| I balled my fist and took a sip of this
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| Another angle and now dangled on the floor feeling
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| Mangled, votiming, and strangled
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| Couldn’t recognize my own sister
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| Barely speaking english and talking shit to
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| Mr. Ace of the treys
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| Who forgave the next day
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| I wanna have fun but never go out that way, I was a spectacle
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| Very blessed to have my bed, and not care from a sloppy ass
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| Stare at a cocky ass incompetent man, rid the land I been there
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| Point of last return, time for concern I’m trying to end there |