| Left all my bags at the gates,
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| I held your hand as you tried to escape.
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| You were weak from the nights that you spent,
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| Fighting your way out of hospital beds.
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| I tried so hard to carry you,
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| Fighting through every part of it. |
| All of the pain.
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| But I was weak from the nights that I spent,
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| Laying awake in those hospital beds.
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| Oh, you were the chaos they couldn’t control.
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| While they took down your name, I was pleading with them to go slow.
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| I played you that song that you love.
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| I let you down, I’d forgotten the words.
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| I watched as you still tried to dance,
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| But it’s hard when the wires pour out of your chest.
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| Made cathedrals with old cotton sheets,
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| We held on to belief like it’s all we had left.
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| Saw you smiled as you still tried to laugh,
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| But it’s hard when the wires pour out of your chest.
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| Oh, you were the chaos they couldn’t control.
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| Oh, you were the chaos they couldn’t control.
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| While they took down your name, I was pleading with them to go slow.
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| Oh, and I still remember the sky falling down.
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| The way that the world seemed to not make a sound.
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| Oh, you were the chaos they couldn’t control.
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| I convinced myself that you were going home.
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| That there’s a reason behind everything that we don’t know.
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| And I convinced myself that you were going home.
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| That there’s a reason behind everything that we don’t know.
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| Oh, you were the chaos they couldn’t control.
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| While they took down your name, I was pleading with them to go slow.
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| Oh, and I still remember the sky falling down.
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| The way that the world seemed to not make a sound.
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| Oh, you were the chaos they couldn’t control.
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| Couldn’t control. |