| (Well the next few years were probably the slowest, most uncomfortable years of
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| my life. |
| I mean, they tried to make it easy but they gave up pretty quickly.
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| And I’m not gonna lie, I didn’t make it easy on them either. |
| I could just
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| never forgive them. |
| You know. |
| But I’m the kinda person who believes everything
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| happens for a reason. |
| I’m kinda glad that I was so miserable counting down the
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| days till I was 18, ya know, so I could leave. |
| Cause the way it worked for me,
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| it was this one day where I was in the right place at the right time
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| Now I’m not the type of person to just go get what I want. |
| I usually wait for
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| it to casually come to me. |
| Something hit me that day like a ton of bricks.
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| I know it sounds cheesy, but I fell in love. |
| And that’s what kept me there for
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| the next few years. |
| I would’ve ran away if it wasn’t for her.)
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| Well it was just the same as any day I was looking to run far from the school
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| And I was at the door ready to go when I heard some books hit the floor
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| So then I stopped, jaw dropped, I said, this must be love
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| Cause when I pulled myself together you were already gone
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| I screamed wait a minute, listen to the voice in my head
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| It said, kid you better run cause she’s getting away with it
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| (So I chased after her, running down the hallways. Running up to her and
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| grabbed her arm. |
| Actually just stood there frozen, didn’t know what to say to
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| her. |
| I think she kinda felt the same thing so it worked out. |
| I felt like I
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| finally had a reason to be happy, you know. |
| She would be the first person in my
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| life who was completely honest with me. |
| I had a reason to trust.
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| When I was with her it just felt like my problems with my parents didn’t seem
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| to big anymore. |
| Oh well, I just didn’t care about them.) |