| I’ve been good for weeks now I’m telling ya I’m in control
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| I’ve got my shit together I know when I should fold
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| It’s just tonight nothing at all to fear
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| You’ll be with me all the time it’s not like I could run off anywhere
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| I go right home, but I won’t be alone
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| A thousend in cash and a mobile phone
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| I don’t know how I’ll stop
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| I sure can’t tell you when
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| I am lost in that whirpool again
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| Don’t think I’ll ever stop
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| Can’t see a reason why
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| Only dying makes me feel, feel alive
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| It’s that constant burden of trying to make it bearable
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| When my life is so fucked up and so far from reparable
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| That make me look for that final nail for my coffin
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| It’s way past midnight but I find hundreds in the nothing
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| (The same lies I’ve told everybody including myself a hundred times)
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| I go right home, I won’t be alone
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| A thousend in cash and a mobile phone
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| I don’t know how I’ll stop
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| I sure can’t tell you when
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| I am lost in that whirpool again
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| Don’t think I’ll ever stop
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| Can’t see a reason why
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| Only dying makes me feel alive
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| Wide awake, I never went to bed
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| Naked by the window
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| And the sun is pissing red
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| My hands look rusty, guess my nose has bled
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| Then I remember what my father said, what he said
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| I don’t know how I’ll stop
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| I sure can’t tell you when
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| I am lost in that whirpool again
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| Don’t think I’ll ever stop
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| Can’t see a reason why
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| Only dying makes me feel alive |