Lyrics Hatred In My Heart - The Chronicles of Israfel

Hatred In My Heart

I am catastrophe personified
I know because I help create the fight
Confused by what’s a dream and waking life
I am the only me I’ll never know
I know the tragedy I need to feel
Alive and so ill
Here lies a part of me that never heals
Now I’m the only me I’ll never show
I wasted every little thing I live for
I choked when everything I love derailed
Now I know all I ever really wanted
Was to lose this hatred in my heart
I know the atrophy of my belief has taken hold
Over and over
I feel anxiety will never leave me time to breathe
Not 'til it’s over
I know it’s my fault