| Funeral
|
| The Buttress
|
| This tale of infanticide was inspired by Andrea Yates, who killed her babies to
|
| send them to heaven.
|
| I didn’t mean to, but the evil thing grew
|
| Until a tree bloomed and it bore fruit
|
| (THE BABIES ARE IN THE BATHWATER)
|
| They had a bad father, and now I’ve made for him a memory
|
| Remember me? |
| the one that bore your seed?
|
| Well now they sleep
|
| I lined 'em up one by one, daughter and son from old to young
|
| Joshua, Noah, Matthew, and even Abby, only one
|
| Crying, I baptized them
|
| «I'm sorry my child, close your eyes for a while, Mommy loves you, goodbye»
|
| They were the sweetest, remember how they needed us? |
| Like Jesus
|
| Pleading, crying «Mommy, breastfeed us»
|
| I’m sorry my angels, but the world is not a safe place for babies
|
| They won’t blame me, my whole life’s been wasted
|
| The crime was committed against me first when I gave birth
|
| I’m not a nurturer, so I sent them innocent back to the earth
|
| Now I’m standing here reminiscing, sharpening these knives in the kitchen
|
| I think he’ll be coming home soon, I wonder if he’ll miss them
|
| You weren’t aware of the female hysteria?
|
| It’s scarier than miscarriages and the plans you weren’t aware of
|
| In prenatal, premeditated hate I lied in wait
|
| And now with my fatal rage this genealogy’s been erased
|
| An empty cradle remains —
|
| They’ll say I was a monster
|
| Heartless for committing the darkest arts of the postpartum
|
| The Mother Modern Worldly Cast to Hell
|
| But what will become of the children?
|
| Well I guess only time will tell |