| They say that you want what you can’t have
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| But I take it to heart, the thought it drives me mad
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| At night it gets worse
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| Follow suit to the things that make so
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| I’m told that you get what you deserve
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| But I took it too hard, forgot what I learned
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| Lost time, outta hand
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| Follow suit to the things that let me go
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| Heavy breathing, I’m staring at the ceiling
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| The blood is not returning to my toes or to my finger tips
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| And now they’re rushing me, everyone is hushing me
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| Telling stories best kept behind these lips
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| But when the walls start to cave in
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| The tally marks that I left will represent
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| All the days that I spent wondering
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| They call it karma but it’s something that I never wanted
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| To take the time to fully understand
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| At night it gets worse, follow suit to the things that make me so
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| Heavy breathing, I’m staring at the ceiling
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| The blood is not returning to my toes or to my finger tips
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| And now they’re rushing me, everyone is hushing me
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| Telling stories best kept behind these lips
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| But when the walls start to cave in
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| The tally marks that I left will represent
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| All the days that I spent wondering
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| Wrapping my head around it
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| There’s ground beneath my feet but somehow I keep sinking
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| There’s air inside my chest but I am barely breathing
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| I need a sedative but I can’t swallow it, so I crush it up
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| I need a sedative but I can’t swallow it, so I crush it up
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| Heavy breathing, I’m staring at the ceiling
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| The blood is not returning to my toes or to my finger tips
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| And now they’re rushing me, everyone is hushing me
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| Telling stories best kept behind these lips
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| But when the walls start to cave in
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| The tally marks that I left will represent
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| All the days that I spent wondering |