Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Phantom Limb Masturbation, artist - The Black Dahlia Murder. Album song Everblack, in the genre
Date of issue: 10.06.2013
Record label: Metal Blade Records
Song language: English
Phantom Limb Masturbation |
It started as a child |
When I first sought to flirt with fate |
I’d lay next to the tracks with arms outstretched across the rails |
Daydreaming, fantasizing of sparks and screeching brakes |
The plumes of bright red, gushing, iridescent in the sun |
Adopt a life of struggle |
One down, three more to go |
Desire: amputation |
Leave me writhing in the limbless throes |
It is deficiency I crave |
I want so to be helpless, to inferiority a slave |
A clump of breathing flesh |
Free from extremity |
Now replete with nothing left |
Disassemble me, limb from limb |
Oh, what a treat! |
No more feeling incomplete nor encumbered by this lie |
My prayer is for calamity |
Merciful blades to sever me |
Crippling, detruncating |
Immobile by design |
Majestic, ancient titan swims proudly in its tank |
I wish to slake its hunger, flailing my legs as bait |
«I finally feel complete! |
I am now whole!» |
Superfluous gesture, an unnecessary art |
Sacrificial offering unto the gilded saw |
Rid me of my shame— of what I’ve overachieved |
My envy is the handicapped |
Lord, I beg of you, I plead… I plead! |
Wheelchairs, prosthetics, crutches— |
All stimulus to me |
My love, beyond mere fetish |
Call it disabling |
I’d waltz upon a landmine |
Feed digits to machines |
Phantom limb masturbation— |
The only way! |
Disassemble me, limb from limb |
Oh, what a treat! |
No more feeling incomplete nor encumbered by this lie |
My prayer is for calamity |
Merciful blades to sever me |
Crippling, detruncating |
Immobile by design |
Disassemble me, piece by piece— |
A loving feat |
Body image, incomplete— |
Corrected by a knife |
My hope is for catastrophe |
A gangrenous limbdectomy |
Dismantling, dismembering |
Cut down to perfect size |