Lyrics Ida - The Beautiful Monument

Ida

I’m still confused as to why we steered this way I promised my heart there
would be no more pain, only fear in fact, I think I lied to myself
To who or what may have led me to you, I’m begging you please let this one be
true
Nothing is better than seeing your smile or hearing your voice just for a while
I’m not ready, to be left broken and scarce
I’m not ready, to clutch this pain in my chest
I’m not ready, to tell myself what I already know
But I’m ready, to take that first step for you
Like an addiction, you’re just as bad as a drug I hold each moment at the tip
of my tongue There’s only so much I can do or say
Like an addiction, distance is something I can do without
Like repetition, why waste my time on something I stopped believing?