| I shade myself into the backlight of a room
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| My shadow apes my movements. |
| The needle and the spoon
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| Now I can’t sleep without going numb, so many nightmares forming
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| Left alone, with no force for resistance
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| Don’t you dare tell anyone
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| Raped, abused, and shaken
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| Dark-minded maturation
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| Closed fist domination
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| (I'm still alive)
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| Cold vengeance, just for fun
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| Sickle to brains the sum
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| Gut string violins, dark movement begins
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| Closing haunted hymns
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| I’ll stab your eyes I’ll tear you apart
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| Left in a unmarked burial mound
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| Quartered and bound to the corpse of a pig
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| You’ll be together underground
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| The scenes replay, haunting me again
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| The killer and the wound, bound in an endless dance
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| So tell me how the f*ck am I supposed to move on?
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| Please tell me how to forgive those who took my youth away
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| I prayed to a God that never was
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| My screams fell on deaf ears
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| I’m alone with my time in hell
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| If I can’t die then please let me sleep
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| Sad little man, born of sin
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| Blood dripping from your blade
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| Ask your God why you’re alive
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| You only wanted to be saved
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| No salvation for the rapist priest, so many lies, so many truths to bend |