| I watched the sun set from my seat on the Richmond train
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| I felt my heart lift and fall back down, before my head dipped beneath the waves
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| And I felt it again then, like so many times before… I’ve been at this too
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| long…
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| Our future’s fading away
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| I spend days on end thinking about people who’ve got better things to do
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| And my nights with my head spinning making my old friends brand new
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| 21 is making it damn hard to believe that this could ever be enough for anyone
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| Well you should know this isn’t how I thought I’d spend my habit forming years
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| I’m so sick of playing the victim, but don’t tell me that this is easy
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| I know exactly what I’m up against
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| I want to be a vessel, a spark
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| I want to take you to where I am, and then take us both apart
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| Is it too much to say I need it? |
| oh it’s too soon to say I’m moving on
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| I know I’m risking sounding dramatic, but there’s something I want and you have
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| it
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| Well you should know this isn’t how I thought I’d spend my habit forming years
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| I’m so sick of playing the victim, but don’t tell me that this is easy
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| I know exactly what I’m up against
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| An ease of breath and lightness of the eyelids
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| Aren’t symptoms I’ve been experiencing so often
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| It goes to show that the struggles in adapting to this life
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| For my head to teach my heart to want things it can have…
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| Well you should know this isn’t how I thought I’d spend my habit forming years
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| I’m so sick of playing the victim, but don’t tell me that this is easy
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| I know exactly what I’m up against |