Lyrics Sometimes - Thavius Beck

Sometimes

Gangsta…
Yeah…
Life can be a funny thing, you got ups and you got downs, you got in-betweens,
its a cycle, my cycle is…
Goes something like this…
Sometimes I find life worth living
Like each breath is a gift-wrapped with a ribbon
Cause each date we shape fate with decisions
And each chance could be the last one given
Black and white is what this world isnt
So many shades reflect UV rays
And color the cornea in unique ways
Creations canvas on daily display
And each chance could be the last one given…
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t here
Wadcutter blows holes through both ears
Clean slate
Liberated weight
No fear
Ask me the truth and thats what you’ll hear
Some can’t stomach a state so severe
Thats why the pills so hard to swallow
Pleasure and peril now pointless
Hollow
The depths of hopelessness
Where I’ll wallow
Some can’t stomach a state so severe…
Most times I feel apathetic
Like fuck it, whatever, and okay, forget it
Twenty-nine years and I still dont get it
But the feeling is real and Im unapologetic
Fifteen years self five leaf medic
Music and not much else to my credit
Sure I could do with a few life edits
But I dont fix shit
I just let it
Fifteen years self five leaf medic…
This time I’m more motivated
Hunger
Desire
Thoroughly cultivated
Previous attempts I’ve somewhat emulated
While honing my craft
Do math and I’ll demonstrated it
Still to deal with my ills I’m sedated
Many an hour if its in my power
Depression is like wilted petals on a flower
And this is my photosynthesizer
Sometimes I find life worth living
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t here
Most times i feel apathetic
This time I’m more motivated
And each chance could be the last one given…
Some can’t stomach a state so severe…
Fifteen years self five leaf medic…