Lyrics In My Head - Tertia May, Cold Callers

In My Head

Dust settles in a haze of blue
Still half asleep from what you put me through
It’s like I’m dreaming
But my eyes be awake
I’m still riding on this bullshit, I’m used to it
I think your talk is cheap when I take a hit
And now I fly
Take it all from me, take it all from me
I see you with that sad bitch but she don’t really know what you take from me
Take it all for free, take it all for free
I don’t understand your logic 'cause all you wanna do is take from me
In my head
In my head
In my head
In my head
I got pain in my head, I got pain in my soul (In my head)
I was lost in the dark when you left in the cold (In my head)
Tell me how to survive when you’re doing me so (In my head)
I was ready to vibe, what you lose in this life (In my head)
I don’t know how I’m feeling now
Entering into another space
Fuck how shit went down
Been a stranger to this pain
Still I’m wondering if she’s okay
Afraid of the way that she may react, if I evade the tax
And fail to pay attention, I’m sensing
That shit’s gonna fade to black, I’m losing track
And fuck where we landed at and matter fact
You didn’t have to stab my back and leave me cracked
Left me floored, the rain will pour
Too many feelings left ignored, I needed more
Give me that Novocaine (That Novocaine)
You were meant to just numb the pain (You were meant to just numb the pain)
Now I’m running just keep me sane
But I know life won’t be the same
So I’m realigning my focus, rearranging my frame
You may see me as soulless, my heart twisted away
I don’t even really feel at ease with the way that we left it
And I know you saw you me out with the next chick
Moving kind of reckless
I never really thought 'bout how you feel, but still
In my head
In my head
In my head
In my head
I got pain in my head, I got pain in my soul (In my head)
I was lost in the dark when you left in the cold (In my head)
Tell me how to survive when you’re doing me so (In my head)
I was ready to vibe, what you lose in this life (In my head)
I got pain in my head, I got pain in my soul