Translation of the song lyrics Final Del Camino - Tercer Cielo

Final Del Camino (original)

Intentaba respirar
Tirado en el suelo
Y su pecho no paraba de sangrar
Y pensaba en su familia
Se cerraban sus ojos
Y su camino había llegado al final
Dime ahora hijo porque no me amas
Siempre oraba para que cambiaras
Como me duele verte en esa caja
Levántate háblame
Ese es el camino que has elegido
Yo siempre te amé fuiste tú mi hijo
Y con este beso yo te despido
Siempre te amé, yo te amé
En la calle san jorge hubo un tiroteo a eso de las 11
Se bajaron seis hombres
De una hummer negra
Y todo el barrio se esconde
Y sonó mi celular
A tu hermano lo van a matar
Y corrí como pude pero era tarde ya
Y llegué y sangrando lo encontré
Respirando todavía sin poderse mover
Él quiso decirme algo pero fue imposible
Y tengo tan grabado ese rostro triste
Hermano fue mi culpa que no estuve a tiempo
Quisiera haber llegado antes de este momento
Como me duele verte ahora muriendo
Quisiera yo tomar tu puesto
Y ahora yo me siento tan culpable
Porque fui yo quien te introdujo a la calle
Como hermano mayor me convertí en tu padre
Cuando el que teníamos dejó a mi madre
Y ahora como le diré que no estás
Que a casa ya no volverás
Que su hijo menor pasó a la eternidad
Dime ahora hijo porque no me amas
Siempre oraba para que cambiaras
Como me duele verte en esa caja
Levántate háblame
Ese es el camino que has elegido
Yo siempre te amé fuiste tú mi hijo
Y con este beso yo te despido
Siempre te amé, yo te amé
Y a mi casa llegué
Y su cuerpo miré
Y le prometí a su foto que yo me vengaré
Estaba fuera de control y comencé a beber
Y me volvía más violento hasta enloquecer
Mamá, párele ya no ores por mi
Que no ves que dios no existe no hay nadie aquí
Donde estaba él cuando yo te veía sufrir
Donde estaba cuando sola te quedaste aquí
Porqué no hizo nada cuando mi hermano agonizaba
Porque no vino un ángel que lo protegiera
Si de verdad como tú dices él me amara
Todo estaría bien y otra historia fuera
Perdóname no sé que estoy diciendo
A veces creo que la mente pierdo
Quisiera volver a comenzar
Como de niño papá y yo jugando al escondido
Y tú en la cocina preparando algo rico
Hogar perfecto sin drogas ni violencia
Papá ya no te grita, papá no te golpea
Y te sobra el amor, tienes lo mejor
Y luego mi hermano menor llegó
Y como un buen niño él creció
Y nunca nada le pasó
Y hoy es un piloto como él soñaba
Y que su vida nunca se dañara
Por el camino que yo le hice escoger
Dime ahora hijo porque no me amas
Siempre oraba para que cambiaras
Como me duele verte en esa caja
Levántate háblame
Ese es el camino que has elegido
Yo siempre te amé fuiste tú mi hijo
Y con este beso yo te despido
Siempre te amé, yo te amé
Y lloraba sin parar
Mientras me daba cuenta
Que mi vida no iba a ningún lugar
Y miraba el espejo
Y sentía el vacío
Sabiendo que sólo dios puede llenar

(translation)

I was trying to breathe
Thrown on the floor
And his chest did not stop bleeding
And he thought of his family
their eyes were closed
And his path from him had come to an end
Tell me now son why don't you love me
He always prayed for you to change
how it hurts me to see you in that box
get up talk to me
That's the path you've chosen
I always loved you, you were my son
And with this kiss I say goodbye
I always loved you, I loved you
On San Jorge street there was a shooting at about 11 o'clock
Six men got out
Of a black hummer
And the whole neighborhood hides
And my cell phone rang
Your brother is going to be killed
And I ran as best I could but it was too late
And I arrived and bleeding I found it
Breathing still unable to move
He wanted to tell me something but it was impossible
And I have so recorded that sad face
Brother it was my fault that I was not on time
I wish I had arrived before this moment
how it hurts me to see you now dying
I would like to take your position
And now I feel so guilty
Because it was me who introduced you to the street
As an older brother I became your father
When the one we had left my mother
And now how can I tell him that you're not
That you won't come back home
That his youngest son passed into eternity
Tell me now son why don't you love me
I always prayed that you would change
how it hurts me to see you in that box
get up talk to me
That's the path you've chosen
I always loved you, you were my son
And with this kiss I say goodbye
I always loved you, I loved you
And I arrived at my house
And his body I looked at
And I promised his photo of him that I will take revenge
I was out of control and started drinking
And I became more violent until I went crazy
Mom, stop him and don't pray for me
Can't you see that god doesn't exist there's no one here
Where was he when I saw you suffer
Where was I when you stayed here alone
Because he didn't do anything when my brother was dying
Because an angel did not come to protect him
If he really loved me like you say
Everything would be fine and another story out
Forgive me I don't know what I'm saying
Sometimes I think I lose my mind
I would like to start over
As a child dad and I playing hide and seek
And you in the kitchen preparing something delicious
Perfect home without drugs or violence
Dad doesn't yell at you anymore, dad doesn't hit you
And you have plenty of love, you have the best
And then my little brother came
And like a good boy he grew up
And nothing ever happened to him
And today he is a pilot like he dreamed
And that his life will never be damaged
For the path that I made him choose
Tell me now son why don't you love me
I always prayed that you would change
how it hurts me to see you in that box
get up talk to me
That's the path you've chosen
I always loved you, you were my son
And with this kiss I say goodbye
I always loved you, I loved you
And he cried nonstop
While he noticed me
That my life was going nowhere
And I looked in the mirror
And I felt the emptiness
Knowing that only God can fill