Lyrics i am my own hell - Teen Suicide

i am my own hell

I am my own hell
And I have made my home
In a place where no one ever goes
I’ll always be alone
I’m learning all kinds of tricks
How to drain the blood out of my face
And spend a summer in bed
So everyone will think i’m dead
When I come back to you
It’ll be on my hands and knees
I’d be lying if I said
I didn’t dream sometimes
About what it would be like
If I didn’t have this life
My legs start to shake
When it’s my time to leave