Translation of the song lyrics Ziyan - Tan Taşçı

Ziyan (original)

Gitme diye mi kavga yasamayi seçtim
Askta grur olmazmis yalnizlik kötü bi seçim
Sensizlik aci bir biçim
Aglarsa anam aglar
Yalan olur gerisi beni anlamaz
Hiç olmazsa nasibim olur
Benide vur yaban ellere güven olmaz
Bu kalbin hep sesi kesik
Sana ezik boyu gayri civan durmaz
Bisey daha var düzeni bozuk yarasi derin
Içindede can durmaz
Susarim sözünü tutarim nefesinle hayat bulurum
Söz buyur sana kul olur bu can binde bin kere ölür
Git deme kurban olurum senle yasadim son bulurum
Yillarim zindanim olur sensiz zarar ziyan olurum

Ziyan (translation)

Did I choose to have a fight so that I wouldn't go?
Loneliness is a bad choice
Apathy is a bitter form
If she cries, my mother cries
It'll be a lie, the rest won't understand me
At least I'm lucky
Shoot me too, wild hands can't be trusted
This heart is always quiet
It doesn't look like a loser to you.
There is one more thing, his disorder is deep, his wound is deep
There is no life inside
I keep silent, I come to life with your breath
Promise, it will become a servant to you, this soul dies a thousand times in a thousand
Don't say go, I will be a victim, I lived with you, I will end
My years will be my dungeon, without you I will be harmed