| Sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be if he had loved me truely loved me yes, i learned
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| Awhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me, and so i go around and
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| just pretend love
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| Is not for me i play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh and
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| they wont see that
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| U never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
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| Lord know its killing me So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything
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| is ok im
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| Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride
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| and a smile on my Face… on my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la,
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| la la, la la la
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| Laaaa
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| Sometimes i sit at home by the phone hopin he might call me but he dont call me but then i Realize dreams come true arent for girls like me not like me, and so i go
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| around with my head
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| Up like it aint no thing and when the boys around with all my friends im into
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| other things cuz
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| U never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
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| lord knows its killing
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| Me So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything
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| is ok im
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| Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride
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| and a smile on my Face… on my face oooh
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| Its not easy (thing to do) sometimes its hard to (face the truth) its not the
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| life that i Would choose but what else can i do if he dont love me no if he dont want me im not about to Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
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| So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything
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| is ok im
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| Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride
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| and a smile on my Face… on my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la,
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| la la, la la la
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| Laaaa ill keep singing la la la la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la,
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| la la, la la la
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| Laaaa ill keep singing la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la,
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| la la, la la la
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| Laaaa ill keep singing la la la-la la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la,
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| la la, la la la
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| Laaaa |