Lyrics I Am Not Weak - T-Rock

I Am Not Weak

Destroy my self-esteem and cut me out of every dollar
He threw me in the mental flames of hell, I swam in lava
And told me God’ll never hear me scream, don’t even holler
But it was all a matrix to keep me wastin' time
He knew my destiny before my father made it mine
And since he lost his crown, he tried taking mine
The only way the devil can attack is through yo mind
Don’t listen to him, what he say to you, because he lyin'
Every conviction he throw at you is to keep you blind
Tryin' to be perfectly slip and feel like you disrespected
Yo God above us still (?) feelin' disconnected
God know you ain’t perfect so who (?) you (?) pressin'
If you are perfect what would be purpose of the resurrection?
Tired of fightin' so I decided I’m turnin' my cheek
I’m just stronger in Christ, … weak
When you see me showin' love;
I am not weak
When you see me still smile, know that I am not weak
I’m just stronger in God, stronger in God
Stronger in God, stronger in God
When you see me turn the other cheek;
I am not weak
What the devil meant for my defeat: rob me my peace
Cause I’m stronger in God, stronger in God
Stronger in God, stronger in God
Shawty I am not weak
My sin (?) is only through God
It got graced, I did and deserve it
My problem is thinkin' if I didn’t for (?)
That I will probably be perfect
It’s easy for me to … my brother … curses
But if I was put into court (?) guilty (?) will not be diverted
Injustice was served, it would be hell or nothin'
Man I am a (?) I feel like I (?) the book on self-destruction
Plus I been selfish, I been all about myself or nothin'
What a man must be a fool and not acknowledge up a problem
I been a sinner since I was taught how to eat my dinner
I can remember the devil usin' me through my temper
I was a victim of my inner pain I tried to sincere
I felt my life was injustice flooded with big pretenders
It was a time I was so depressed I could kill myself
But God kept it real when I wasn’t real with myself
He touched my heart, I no longer embraced the wrong within
For change man I’m not weak, I’m just strong in here