Lyrics Sharp Objects - SYBYR, Shy

Sharp Objects

Uh, ah, uh
Uh, uh, uh
Syringe
I still remember that day I fuckin' cut myself
Got up out of bed, first object I saw, I let it shred
Everything was weird, everything was bright
Everything was shining as I bleed upon the sunlight, damn right
Two days before eighteen, just a new activity (Yuh)
Didn’t know what else to do, thinkin' this bitch rejected me (Aight)
Certain it was part of the cause, but not enough to get to cuttin'
Shit was circlin' my head, wantin' people to find me dead, like
Open up the door, find my body on the floor
You thought that I was sleepin', but death lurkin' and creepin'
Confused for no reason, everythin' was good the other day
Now imagine why I’m makin' different plans to get away
Slit my arms, lookin' to get away
Didn’t want to live, I’m lookin' to get away
Ayy, slit my arms, lookin' to get away (Ayy)
Didn’t want to live, I’m lookin' to get away, ayy (Okay, okay, okay)
I wanted to get away
That seemed like it was the perfect way
I kept tellin' myself it’ll be alright
But I knew I probably won’t make the night
So I did it, and I did it again
My wrist so damn bloody, I couldn’t pretend
That the scars of my deeds would go away
Would scare away girls as my body decays
God, why you gotta put me in this situation?
Red water drippin' all over, my mind is racing
Drop me in a world where there’s nowhere to hide
No one to trust, nowhere that I can confide
She told me it would be okay
But she saw my arms and then she ran away, okay
Lay my body down, won’t you let me lay?
Just forget me for today, I’m too caught up in my own dismay
Slit my arms, lookin' to get away
Didn’t want to live, I’m lookin' to get away
Ayy, slit my arms lookin' to get away
Didn’t want to live, I’m lookin' to get away, ayy